Back To Where We Started

Song time! This one is about multiple things, but partly about my overanalytical mind :) The other parts I'll just let you speculate endlessly...


This whole thing, it’s a circle
My exit leads not to the end
Yet I’m still frantically running
Using strength I can’t spend

In this life, the edge is sharp
Of the pain that comes with care
It makes me wonder what’s the point
If it’s something I can’t share?

Back to the waiting
Back to the doubt
Back to the box where
I can’t get out

Back to the beginning
Back to the start
Back to the love that
Picks sense apart

Nothing, not much to do
Forced to sit here with my mind
Pondering its way to nowhere
I don’t know what it might find

In this heart, there’s no telling
How far goes its depth
All it takes to go off the edge
Is one tiny little step

Back to the waiting
Back to the doubt
Back to the box where
I can’t get out

Back to the beginning
Back to the start
Back to the love that
Picks sense apart

I have to pause and think of this
What exactly my mouth is saying
The important thing to consider here is
How high a price my heart is paying

Just think of this
Just think of this
What would you do
If I stopped
Who would love you?

When all your pain is laid bare
Who would love you?